Teddi Mellencamp admittedly feels very alone during cancer battle as rocker dad, John, plans her burial

Teddi Mellencamp is reflecting on her cancer journey.As the reality star, 43, continues to battle Stage 4 cancer, she opened up about her mental state in a heartbreaking Instagram post Wednesday.Mellencamp posted side-by-side shots capturing the before-and-after of her diagnosis.The first picture showed the “RHOBH” alum smiling with her long, blond hair, framing her face, while the second snap showed her shaved head.“What a difference 4 months makes,” Mellencamp wrote beneath the photos.“Sometimes I am so focused on ‘being strong’ that I forget I am allowed to be sad, cry it out, and feel very alone.

I love my kids, friends, and family so much and am forever grateful to them but dang today is one of those days.”She added, “If you are having a day where you can’t wait for it to be bedtime so you can start over tomorrow leave me a ️.We are not alone.

PS.I have watched Netflix and Hulu, what do I watch next?#overyoucancer.”Mellencamp’s post comes on the heels of her revealing that her rockstar father, John Mellencamp, is already planning her burial in their family mausoleum in Indiana.On the recent episode of her “Two Ts in a Pod” podcast, the host admitted the musician, 73, called her “11 times in a row” to discuss her plans.“Finally, I answer, I’m like, ‘I’m in the bath.

Let me live a little.’ He goes, ‘I just want to make sure you’re going to be in our group family mausoleum,’ ” she recalled.She then asked John if there would also be room for her and estranged husband Edwin Arroyave’s three children: Slate, 12, Cruz, 10, and Dove, 5.“He’s like, ‘Well, there’s going to be the top five and then we’re gonna have little areas around it, and then that’s where everyone’s going to get buried.’”John encouraged his daughter to make the decision now, telling her, “you’re doing your will right now, so you may as well put it in there.”The equestrian admitted to her co-host Tamra Judge that she di...